Sorry for the lack of updates bretheren by I engulfed my computer in flames accidently when I was practicing conjuring Hex Fire. Just kidding... I havent reached that level yet. But seriously, my computer did crash and I had to give it to the asian repair shop. They replaced the hard drive or some shit, I dont really care because my dad payed for it. And computers as we know it are going to bring down the human race. Think about it, what powers nuclear missiles? Apple microcomputers (and sometimes IBM but no one really uses their chips because they are unreliable as far as missile guidance goes). What destroys the world? Nuclear missiles. So go figure. Wow, I have just uncovered another reason as to why I should move to the Forest: it will harbor me from the Gentile Missile Storm.

But let me go back to asian repair shops for a second. Carlos was telling me that if you bring your comp to get a megabyte upgrade or something, they will switch out parts without you knowing, like take out the video and replace with worse video, and then pocket the profit from the video they stole. Luckily I marked all of my parts, including the data wires, to make sure they didnt steal anything out of it.

Long live lucifer and his undying, yet equally living, army of immortals. And a message to asian repair shops: if I ever find something missing the next time i bring my PC in, consider your shop hexed for atleast 2-3 weeks depending on my power level at the time of the offense.

I was playing black jack with some people I met at the tattoo parlor when I was explaining to people why regular tattoos suck (the uninformed manager was like "you are driving away my business" then i said "i'm sorry if the Truth drives away your business" and then I put on my cloak and exited the shop) Anyways... I was winning round after round and they were like "we told you not to hex your vision where you can see our cards" and then I told them even IF i wanted to hex my vision to where I could get the upper hand in a game of blackjack, pagan states that its Followers must not abuse the spells. They didnt believe me so they made me quit. Some friends they were, oh well its not like I knew them forever.

Another thing has been pissing me off. One word: Schiavo. Im so sick and tired of these gentile "doctors" that remove her life tube and then cry about it to the courts at a later time. Its lucifers decision whether she lives or dies. Do me a favor: leave the tube out. Maybe if we stop hating your unnatural medicine ways we will be kind and send a grandmaster pagan witchdoctor over and MAYBE he/it will spellcast her back into normal health. But we (pagan) dont play politics because this is a very political case. I know it is probably against the Nature Laws to use our skills to help the wounded christians, but i would make a special exception just so people can stop wasting time with this case. Ok rant over, on to art.

He is training against a wind drake. If you look closely at the sun you will see my outline. I am overlooking the training just incase the dragon starts to win. But most likely my wolf will be resistant to its flame because i will hex its fur to be immune to fire. Notice the shadow coming from the wolf's legs. That is intentional because the sun is casting them over the grass cliff. I know what you are probably asking yourself right now: "But wait a minute, stonenight doesnt know what he's talking about because wind drakes do not live in the temperate forest you are training in and their wing span is double what is drawn and they would leave their claws retracted while breathing fire like its doing in the picture."  Well, thats partly true. I would actually summon the drake into battle for training purposes because i dont want to quest to find one and capture it because that consumes too much time.

Wolfs, They are my friend
i lend them; a; hand --
Falcon:
they are my friend
i lend them a fist
drake/harpies(eyeless, acute smell)
they are my -- enemy
I lend you my sacriholy vengeance
this undying fear you exult
shows up in
your!
wading death bed of air...
why do you fight Nature
why do you fight Pagan
why do you care.
Great Wizard
I summon thou into my darkness known as life.
Bears [pun].

I just realized that if I train my wolf to respond to voice commands and attack carnivorously, then I could possibly train it to communicate with me. Think about it: if I can get him to sit, stand, run quickly, strafe, jump, roll, attack, eat rodent, etc, then I can teach him to modulate his wolf howls into decodable noises.

Also, theoretically (well, assuming my idea is correct, which it probably is) I can do this with other animals such as falcons. I could make the falcon use different series of caws and acckkss that would be almost like moris code, which after memorizing patterns I could decode it onto a parcel for pagan. This would obviously be of use if I sent the falcon scouting and then it came back with reconnaissance that would only be effective if i could communicate with its Nature ways.

The infection on my arm has almost healed. I would probably start cutting a pattern/art into it but I want the skin to completely scar so I have more to cut into. That way when I break the red and blue pens into my arm it will spread through the cut like a canal, and not miss a few spots because I didnt let it heal.

By the way, I dont really have a beard now, but that is an estimate of what I will look like when I live in the forest. Since I will not have access to a razor (unless I Metal Craft one) I cant cut my beard, so it will grow eternally. Therefore, the drawing of my is an early stage of my facial hair.

Today at school i met this new kid who calls himself San Arielo. The cool thing is he writes poetry and is interested in fantasy just like me. I probably talked to him for about 30 minutes during B lunch today. He was like "my inspiration comes from the Eternal world." Then i was like, "interesting, mine comes from general pagan and wolves and cutting." He thinks i'm cool, which didnt surprise me because we connected so well. Wassup San? if you actually read this. Anyways.. art and poetry:

As you can tell i am practicing shading. And that 10-15 feet is only an estimate from what i have read. Once i develope the skill i should be able to max out at 15 or 20, especially if i reach Master on hovering. Pagan is tricky unfortunately. Also, what do you think of the wolf coming out 3-d? Does it look like its going after you? Well thats the effect i was going for.

Eternal Undeath,
Where are? you --
Inside my dreams, yes
Inside my blood, yes;
Inside my pagan, yes;
I hold these truths to be;
self
evi-
dent. These undying blood
stains which coat my fulfilling --
desire;
fire, earth, water, ground, elements;
that are formed by my immortality, like me.

I know that you care,
i am bare,
my blood is rare, [cuplet]
you (blood), complete me. Where
can I deposite your sweet taste
besides my stomach? I eat you
because it is write [pun].

In lieu of recent comments about my drawings, I will now post 1 drawing per post to prove to you critics that your words dont hurt me. I know that my drawing is not up to par with my poetry, but this can be improved. By practicing each time i use xanga, i can then increase my art skill two-fold.

Update/Attention: to prove to me how stupid and weak-minded he really is, shadow_man has just deleted the two comments I made on his latest xanga. What was said that angered him to the point of deletion was i basically called him a fly that is attracted to the blue light, which is me. I am the immortal fly trap, he is the mindless fly. I exposed him for what he really is: an anti-social, friendless drone that parades around xanga looking for targets that arent as smart as him, arent as witty, and then he attacks. Just like he did to me. If i wasnt protected by lucifer and pagan, who knows what would of happened. I would probably have lost control such as he did, and deleted my entire xanga, or maybe even cried about it, like he is probably doing right now.

Don't be fooled by shadow_man. His monotonous, gentile rhetoric gets old fast. He needs energy just like all humans. But his energy source is special: its the true gothics, its the Great poets, its the pagan like me that are targeted. Anger management problems coupled with a friendless, depressing life is never a good thing shadow, never. But please, I welcome you to comment on my xanga to energize, you need it. I will not delete your posts that criticize my way of thinking, I promise. I've discovered you shadow, i discovered how you tick, how you work, how you play, how you sleep, how you eat, how you THINK.